Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Review: Imprinted By The Alpha


Imprinted By The Alpha
Imprinted By The Alpha by Jocelyn Thomas

My rating: 4 of 5 stars



Exciting and definitely different, I wish I would have realized that the sequels followed the original hero and heroine before I started reading. Now I have to wait. And in this case that is torture. It is a very good story and it ended in a definite cliffhanger. I'm going to have to check out the other books and I definitely recommend others to as well.



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Monday, December 15, 2014

Review: Charming The Alpha


Charming The Alpha
Charming The Alpha by Liliana Rhodes

My rating: 4 of 5 stars



I can't lie, I enjoyed this one very much. Another story all for curvy women and a new way to look at witches and shapeshifters, it's a fun little story. The characters are engaging and the story has enough of a twist to keep you interested. It's not particularly long or in depth, but sometimes that is exactly what you need, especially after a long hard day and this story certainly delivers that.



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Review: Bear Biker Love


Bear Biker Love
Bear Biker Love by Harper Ashe

My rating: 3 of 5 stars



It's true it's a little ridiculous, but sometimes you need that in your life. An easy read and very encouraging for girls with a figure, this story is short and sweet. It had a touch of adventure along with a hint of romance. The start of a series, this story is a nice introduction to a new world and a different way of looking at shapeshifters. True, it wasn't one of my favorites, but I highly enjoyed.



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Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Review: Born of Fury


Born of Fury
Born of Fury by Sherrilyn Kenyon

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



Again, it's another one that I totally forgot to write the review for. In part, it's really because I was utterly consumed by reading it. That was my entire focus. I love the League series. Even more, I love the Hauk brothers and to read the first of their books was absolutely a wonder and a thrill. I love the story and I love the characters. I love the world that they live in. I love that she gives more details of the world that we thought we knew and starts to show some things for what they truly are beyond what you could ever have thought you imagined.

I love the way that the world was built. I loved the way that you get to see more and more of the little details and specifics that make the world real. I especially love the hero and the heroine. Sumi and Hauk are definitely two of my favorites so far. Their story is beautiful and dangerous. Every moment you're wondering if some choice that they make will tear them apart of why they haven't realized they're not actually going to do what they think they're doing.

I know some people say that all of Sherrilyn's heroes are battered and tortured, but really it's so much more than that. We're all battered and tortured in some way. We all have hardships. We all face things that seem like insurmountable odds and no matter the circumstances we come from whether they be horrible like Darling and Hauk and Nyk or lives that are rather normal like Ture, there is always the chance for us to have a happy ending, for things to work out okay. There will always be people to love us and watch out for us. And people are never so simple as you think they are.



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Review: Cloak and Silence


Cloak and Silence
Cloak and Silence by Sherrilyn Kenyon

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



So I actually finished this book a while back and I had meant to write up the review for it a lot sooner, but clearly that did not happen. This book was one that was really hard to find, but most certainly worth the hunt.

Now I can't say that I care much either way if someone is straight, gay, bisexual, or any other oddity, but this is the first book that I have read that did feature a gay couple as its main pairing and I do not regret it in the least. With her typical grace and attention to detail, Sherrilyn brings us back into the Ichadian universe and shows us that everyone deserves to be happy.

The story of Ture and Maris is beautiful and troubled. It is a story that makes you hope and oh so very afraid because you can't help but wonder if everything is going to be okay. And then it is and in that moment, everything is okay. The world seems right. nd what more could you ask for in a book? It doesn't matter if the pair are straight or both of the same gender. You find that you don't care. The only thing that matters is their happy ending.

And you cannot doubt, it is a happy ending.



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Monday, September 29, 2014

Review: Born of Silence


Born of Silence
Born of Silence by Sherrilyn Kenyon

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



I have said it before and I'll probably end up saying it a million more times before I go, but I really do love Sherrilyn Kenyon and the books that she writes. And while I started out with just the Dark-Hunter books, I am happily branching out into other areas and thoroughly enjoying the world that she creates. Sherrilyn is vivid in her story telling and very precise. There is no question what is going on or if she knows what she is doing. She has a way of drawing the reader into her world and showing them exactly what you mean. And once you start on the ride, you really can't stop. Oh you can certainly try, but it usually doesn't work that way and in all honesty, you don't want it to. You don't want the stories to end or the thrills to stop.

These characters and their world become like a new home. And it is something that you cannot help but cherish and adore. The way that Sherrilyn writes, if I could be half as good, I would consider myself lucky. Without a doubt, if you haven't read anything by her, you should start now. Pick up one of her books, any of them and start in on an adventure you will never regret.



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Saturday, September 20, 2014

Review: The Calling of the Three


The Calling of the Three
The Calling of the Three by Ru Emerson

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



So I won't lie, this is a book that I've actually read before but more recently got to thinking about. And so I hunted it down as I was trying to recall the title and discovered the names of the first three all over again only to find there were three more books to the series! So I promptly set about learning the cheapest way to obtain all of these books (thank you Amazon) and started down the path of rereading the first three before I decided to dive into books 4, 5, and 6.

And I have to say that there is something very cool about this series. It isn't one that most people have heard of which I think is kind of a pity because it's definitely fun. Without spoiling too much, you have two nobles trying to get back their throne from their evil uncle (cliche) and the magical instructor of the sister calls help for them only for that help to end up being three people from our world. They're straight out of the eighties, these two families collide as they try to set things right.

The characters are unconventional and the story has a few twists that you wouldn't expect which is something that I really appreciate about it. Sure you can see it as typical fantasy, but there's something more to it. Something that I can't quite describe. I could try, but really, I find it hard to think of the words. It's one of those things where you have to read it. And I definitely recommend it. A beautiful blend of epic high fantasy and contemporary adventure, Ru Emerson built a story that I feel is timeless and unique.



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Friday, September 5, 2014

Review: Son of No One


Son of No One
Son of No One by Sherrilyn Kenyon

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



To describe my love for Sherrilyn's books is a very difficult process. She's amazing. And I can never say that enough. And this book continues my thought process in that direction. Continuing her legacy of beautifully crafted stories and rich characters, Sherrilyn Kenyon weaves a story that is exciting, enticing, and draws readers into the world that she has created. I have to say that I love how she ties everything together. She brings little bits and pieces in from her different worlds to build a complex and very rich story that is hard not to admire.

I don't want to give any spoilers, because I believe that is wrong on many levels, but I will say that this story, like every other Dark-Hunter novel is well worth the read. Spell-binding and invigorating, Son of No One builds upon a well-established foundation while also managing to stand on its own and to dig deeper into the history and personality of established and well-loved characters who find a way to stay with you even after you put the book down.



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Thursday, September 4, 2014

Review: Where She Went


Where She Went
Where She Went by Gayle Forman

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



I would like to start off by saying that the only reason that this review is two days late is because I haven't had internet that last few days. But that is neither here nor there.

I love this book. I say that a lot and it's always true when I say it but in this case I have to say that I liked this book even more than the first one. For those of you who don't know, Where She Went is the sequel to If I Stay which I really liked. Far more than I liked The Fault in Our Stars which a lot of people might try to compare it to. Having said that I find that I like this book even more. And it's not just because we get to see the other perspective. I think it is because I could relate to this story a lot more.

Though it still ties back into the events of the first book as that does heavily influence many of the characters, there is something more to be said of this book and the struggle that we witness. It is about someone who is trying to figure out their life while everyone else around them is telling them that it has to be a certain way. And in a very clear way it also says that no one can tell you what your life should be or how you should live it. Only you can decide that. And really, your life isn't worth living until you make the choice for yourself.



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Monday, September 1, 2014

Review: Born of Shadows


Born of Shadows
Born of Shadows by Sherrilyn Kenyon

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



To say that I love Sherrilyn Kenyon is probably an understatement. There are some people who would probably say she is simply a guilty pleasure. I would say that is a very unfair assessment. She creates rich and diverse worlds with plot lines and overarching tales that follow through her stories and can easily leave a reader hoooked and begging for more. She has moments of humor and moments that tear at your hearts. Moments where you can't breathe through the excitement and moments where you simply decide that sleep is overrated.

Born of Shadow definitely fills in all of those boxes with the appropriate yet. Returning back to the first generation of the League characters, I was introduced to several new characters that I absolutely adore as well as given further insight into characters that I'd already met and come to love. You don't have to love science fiction to love the League books, Sherrilyn certainly takes that aspect and makes it her own and I can't wait to get off work and read the next one!



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Friday, August 29, 2014

Review: In Other Worlds


In Other Worlds
In Other Worlds by Sherrilyn Kenyon

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



So I have actually read two of these short stories before in the form of e-books so I'll be reviewing them in a rather mixed order. Though (spoilers) I love all of them.

Dragonswan: Last in the compilation of the book, it is actually the first one of Sherrilyn's stories that I ever read. I found it in a book called Tapestry. I'd gotten it due to my love for Miss Lynn Kurland and discovered a new and very proud love and respect for Sherrilyn Kenyon. The story made me giddy and overjoyed and left me wanting more of this world of shape-shifters. I mean, what girl doesn't want a dragon who would do anything for her? I mean there is no question about that, Were-Hunters are definitely my favorite form of shifters, probably ever in the world and likely always will be.

Knightly Dreams: Stand alone (as far as I know), it's the quintessential dream that every girl has of a man walking straight off the page and into her arms. But it's so much more than just a little fantasy. It also shows the power of a writer and of stories and I think that is probably why it is one of my favorite stories of all time.

Fire and Ice: This was the only one that I had not read before as I'm still fairly new to the League series, though I'm working on fixing that. And, as Sherrilyn is so very good at doing, she made me feel things. I felt feelings and I have to say that I did not like them. They made me cry. But I absolutely loved the story and I feel that it really built upon the world that Sherrilyn has created in the league novels.

No matter which of her series you read or have read or if you're just starting out, In Other Worlds is definitely a good route to meander down to learn about some amazing characters and to find some wonderful stories.



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Review: Born of Ice


Born of Ice
Born of Ice by Sherrilyn Kenyon

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



Sometimes you just need a bit of a delicious guilty pleasure to get you through some stress and that is basically what this book was for me. Just a little while ago, I started my training as a counter team lead (front counter manager) at my work place. It's good and I think I can do it, but it doesn't change how stressful it was. So a few days ago, I bought the book and started to read it and once more Sherrilyn had me falling in love with her characters and the world she created. She breathes life into the world she made and draws her readers there along for the ride.

I absolutely adored everything that happened and I can't help but love it all. I can only dream to have that kind of impact, to be that good myself one day and I have to say, that without a doubt, Sherrilyn Kenyon is an author everyone should try and one that I truly and honestly respect. This book is the third in a series that brought back characters I have adored from the first two books as well as characters that I have grown to love who were just recently introduced. The world is, as always vivid and full of frustration not because of plot holes, but honestly because of how real everyone and everything is.



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Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Extraordinarily Ordinary

Warning: Spoilers Ahead

I love Divergent.

I discovered this trilogy of books last years a few weeks before the third one came out.  Because I work at Hastings and love to read, I make it a habit to go to the book manager and ask what books she'd like me to read.  Now I can't remember if this one started out with me asking or with her making the request.  But the book was set to come out on Tuesday.  It was a Friday when I bought the book and started to read it.  And by Sunday I had it finished.

I wait, putting off reading the second one and picking up a copy for myself until about two days before the third, Allegiant came out.  It was a very long and torturous wait.  Even worse was having to wait the hours after I finished Insurgent, sleeping, going to work, and buying the book to go home and finish it within about twenty-four hours.  I'll admit, without shame or want of pity that I cried.  I sobbed whilst reading the last 100  other humans. pages of Allegiant and talking to my friends online.

And then there was news of the movie and I was giddy and worried at the same time.  Sure there were changes, but overall, I truly think that the Divergent movie has done a very good job at staying true to the story and to its characters.  But that isn't what I want to talk about.

I thought of something very interesting today.

Due to being a cashier and my great passion for books, I get to talk to a lot of people about Divergent and their views on the series.  It's a pretty even split for those who love the ending, those who hate it, and those who haven't read it yet.  But there was something that one customer said that struck me.  He said that he liked it, but that the end disappointed him.  Not because of what happened, but because it was the real world in the end.  It was our world.  So...ordinary.

Listening to the commercial for the movie that plays and it talks about the factions and how being Divergent means not being able to be controlled.  Being able to think and make decisions.  Being able to overcome.  And I realized that Divergent is about an ordinary girl.  Tris is a girl who is fully human.  She lacks the mutation that makes the Chicago experiment "necessary" in the eyes of all the humans that live outside of this forbidden, closed off world.  The thing is that given the way that the story progresses, you never think of Tris as ordinary.

But she is.

The Divergents are ordinary men and women who are simply human.  They are not limited.  Normal people are extraordinary.  We can think and feel on a spectrum unknown to any other species.  We are diverse and strange.  We don't even understand each other most days.  And I think its rather beautiful actually.  That the ordinary person gets to be the hero in a great adventure.  A wonderful adventure full of wonder and terror and humanity.  And I think it's beautiful.  Truly beautiful, but most people don't notice it.  They were too busy complaining and saying that the author sold out or simply let people down.

I wasn't actually intending to go on a rant, but now that I'm here I should say that: How many of you write?  Not just blog posts or critics, but write.  Write stories and create characters and worlds and become immersed in them?  Have you ever killed a character?  It kills you inside.  It doesn't matter that they're not "real".  That they don't walk around in every day life because in that time you are writing them, they come to life.  They become real and it kills you to think of them dying.  It's even worse when you do have to kill them because there is no other way.

And there wasn't.

In Insurgent, Tris has a very human response to a very dark moment in her life: She gives up.  She comes to believe that in sacrificing herself she's doing the right thing, but in all reality, she's lost hope in her world.  She's not doing it because it's the right thing but because it's easy.  With help she overcomes that way of thinking only to find that her brother has fallen into the same thought pattern and that is why she stops him.  She would never have forgiven herself if she had let him die and I adore her for that.  As much as I sobbed (and Lord did I blubber) over her death and the ensuing pages, I know that it couldn't have ended any other way because if it had, that would not have been Tris and that would have been the true sell out.

The true disappointment.

Thank you Veronica Roth for writing a story where an ordinary person gets to be extraordinary.  A story where we get to have an adventure no matter how ordinary looking or humble our background.

Thank you for creating a beautiful world and making yourself vulnerable.

Thank you for giving us Divergent.

Saturday, August 23, 2014

Review: The Strain


The Strain
The Strain by Guillermo del Toro and Chuck Hogan

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



Vampires that kill people.

Vampires that believe people are cattle.

You sing the song of my people.

I very much enjoyed the Strain. It's a little slow to start, but once the story gets going, it's hard to ignore and hard to put down. Exciting and terrifying at the same time, The Strain tells the story of a flight that lands and goes utterly dark. As you read, you're wondering: What is going on? Is this worth the read? I feel like there should be something here. And there is. You just have to hold on because once the excitement and terror begin. They don't stop. Not for a moment. All you can do is read on with your heart lodged somewhere up in your throat.

I'll admit it, I really like vampire novels. And I'll also admit (to my shame) that I have read Twilight and almost all of its sequels. Yes, my great shame. And I am very pleased to say that Hogan and Del Toro's vampires do not sparkle. They do not seduce. They cannot seduce. They infect and terrify. They haunt and hunt. If you're looking for a vampire tale that will send chills down your spine with its reality and its potential, then start looking for the Strain and ask yourself: Do I need to sleep at night.

The answer is no: Sleep is for the weak. Start reading.



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Friday, August 15, 2014

Review: The Maze Runner


The Maze Runner
The Maze Runner by James Dashner

My rating: 3 of 5 stars



Actually it's more like 3.5

I enjoyed Maze Runner, but I'm not sure how I actually feel about the whole story. It is very well written and it definitely has the power of drawing a person in, but I don't think I actually felt invested with the narrator Thomas. Rather my interest lay in other characters such as Minho, Newt, and Frypan, even Alby and Chuck. As much as I wanted to feel some kind of connection, I just didn't. It was simply a different story. A new world to explore. I feel rather lackluster about it. Not that I wouldn't recommend it to people who like The Hunger Games and such, this book definitely fits in that category, but like the Hunger Games, I simply didn't feel anything.

I was really ready to give this book a really good review and to promote it to anyone and everyone around me, but I can't really do that. Not when it was just another story. Something that didn't make me feel anything at all.



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Saturday, August 9, 2014

Review: Red White and Blood

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You know that feeling you get when you finish a book and all you can think is: where is the next one?

That about summarizes my feelings in regards to this book. I can say honestly and without a doubt that I love the Nathaniel Cade series. Celever, tense, and utterly thrilling. With characters that are vivid and real, I recommend anyone who hasn't checked out this series or has only somewhat consider it to stop reading and go pick up the first book Blood Oath .

For everyone else or whoever just wanted to finish the review first: I really do love this book. It has the right mixture of humor, terror, and thrill. Of course, Mr. Farnsworth is brilliant at making a person want to scream (sometimes with terror and sometimes just frustration). It really is a wonderful read.

And to top off the utter insanity that is Cade and his "handler" Zach, this time around, Farnsworth tossed us the boogeyman. And it is a brilliant twist and take on him. Completely different than a person or rather, monster, that we might have expected to find. And honestly, that is what I love about this series. What you think you will find, isn't always what you do find. It's something unexpected and utterly exciting.

What more could someone ask for in a book series?

Saturday, August 2, 2014

Review: Lover Reborn


Lover Reborn
Lover Reborn by J.R. Ward

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



I have been waiting for Tohr's book...for a while. Anyone who has looked at my reviews, knows from my reading of Lover Unleashed that I love the Black Dagger Brotherhood series. And this book has proved no different. I think I actually liked this better than some of the others. It's a very real book about having to grow and let go. It's about pain and love. It's about the things that make us human and the things that sometimes we don't want to do. It was amazing to me seeing the pain in some and the hope and joy at times.

Of course, as with all the other books in the series, it ties in and builds on what has already been created. I really like that about this series. Though it means that the books aren't stand alone and are very hard to read without having read the others, I don't mind that. You become enveloped in this world and Ward does a very good job at pulling you in and making you want more of it. I can say, without a doubt, that I absolutely love it.

I can't wait to get my hands on the next book and dive back into that world.



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Thursday, July 24, 2014

Review: If I Stay


If I Stay
If I Stay by Gayle Forman

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



I will start off by saying that this book did not make me cry. I cam really close, but I did not actively cry. I already know that a lot of people are going to be comparing this to The Fault in Our Stars, but honestly, I liked this book a lot better. I love the character Mia and I love the way that her story is told. I love that you see these glimpses of her life and that it isn't simple. She could live or die and the decision is up in the air the whole time. I know what I wanted her to pick, but it was never clear which she would. It all depended on a single moment that was being built up towards and that we just had to wait and see which choice would be made.

Now, I do not want to spoil the book for anyone because I do highly recommend it, but I do want to say that my favorite parts of the book involve two very important conversations in her decision making process. Though I do not think it is very fair to call them conversations since she can only listen while these people sit so close and yet so far away. It is her grandfather and her boyfriend Adam, who I believe are the most influential in motivating her. Their hands guide her. They love her and they do for her what she cannot seem to do for herself.

This story is truly beautiful. It might make you cry and it might not, but I don't think it matters either way. Really, the thing that matters is the sad and beautiful reality of it. This book makes you want to take a step back and look at life. Look at those moments which seem so inconsequential and yet so pivotal at the same time. Our lives can change in a moment. And we have to choose what path it is we take. That is what I see this book showing the most of all and it makes me love it that much more.



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Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Review: Born of Fire


Born of Fire
Born of Fire by Sherrilyn Kenyon

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



I've been a fan of Sherrilyn since I read The Tapestry which is a part of her Were-Hunter series. As always, she manages to build a world that is rich and alluring with characters that are both fascinating and alluring. I love the story of Syn. I loved his character when you meet him in Born of Night and getting to see him find happiness was absolutely thrilling. The characters in this book are fascinating and full of depth. I love the League verse and the lives that are contained there in. There is no doubt that every character is very real and that the world they lived in is something fully realized unfolding before the reader making it that much more exciting.

As one of the few science fiction realms that I have ever ventured into, I am ready and willing to recommend it to anyone. While it is considered romance, Sherrilyn is very skilled in making the story so much more than that. It is the beginning of an epic, of a journey that spans so many characters and so many lives that it's hard to get attached to just one of them.



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Saturday, July 19, 2014

Review: The Iron Trial


The Iron Trial
The Iron Trial by Cassandra Clare

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



I was fortunate to find this book as an ARC when it arrived at the store where I work. And now that I have read it, I will be honest in saying that I am very glad that I managed to get a copy before anyone else did! Of course with that came a very sad and horrifying realization about twenty minutes ago.

It ended.

This book ended. I'm a little in denial about the matter. I didn't want the book to end. I want it to keep going. Of course, even more, I want to know when the second book is coming out! I absolutely loved every minute of this book. I loved the surprises presented by the wonderful Cassandra Clare and Holly Black. They have build a world that I absolutely love.

I am very pleased to say that I actually did not expect some of the twists and turns that occurred and that thrilled me. I love finding surprises in the book. It's nice to be able to guess things every now and then, but honestly, there are some things that I could never have imagined. And that made me the happiest of all.

Of course you could very easily compare the book to Harry Potter or Percy Jackson. And while I would highly recommend this if you like either of these, I do not think it is fair to completely write it off because of it. It's like saying that Divergent is a rip-off of the Hunger Games. They have their similarities, but they have their differences and wonderful differences they are.

Now, of course, I don't want to spoil anything for when the time comes and people get to actually read this. All I can say is that, you really should give it a chance. There is a new, wonderful kind of magic, that is being built here. One that I very much enjoy. It's laws are fascinating and its lore makes me want to learn more!

If you get the chance, I highly recommend this book and while you enjoy it, I shall eagerly await book number two!



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Thursday, July 17, 2014

Review: To Marry a Scottish Laird


To Marry a Scottish Laird
To Marry a Scottish Laird by Lynsay Sands

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



I'm a sucker for a romance. I've always been that way. And this book is no exception for me. A strong Highlander tends to make my knees go a little weak and Cam is certainly a strong man. I very much enjoyed the story woven by he and his lovely little Joan. I especially liked that the story also referred back to an older story that I ready a while before. I got so excited when I started to recognize the other story as it was mentioned. The building of that kind of world is fascinating to me.

Yes, it's a romance novel and a lot of people would mock that as escapism, but isn't that what all fiction is when you think of it that way? Reading is simply a way to build another world. It's no different from watching television or listening to music except I'd like to think that it compliments music wonderfully and is far more stimulating than watching TV (though I do love me some science fiction and fantasy shows).

I loved being so bound to these characters though. Giggling at their little moments of silliness and wanting them so much to just sit down and work things out. I loved the way that you got to watch them, at least for a little while, start to build a life together. One full of love and hope and family and friends. I guess that's what I really love about reading. Yes sometimes you don't always have a happy ending, and sometimes we wish that characters would do what we want them to rather than what they want to, but I don't think that really matters in the end.

Reading this little romance novel reminded me of why I love to read in the first place. It doesn't have anything to do with learning (though it's a useful way to do it) or escaping (but that is a wonderful byproduct). It is about meeting these new characters and making these friends that I can share with my other friends. I can read these books and it doesn't matter how strange I am, I am not judged and in so doing, I can also connect to people who I would have never thought to approach. I guess I kind of got off topic. I'm supposed to be reviewing this book, not telling you why I love to read.

But I guess, they're kind of the same thing. This book has it's corny moments. Yes it is predictable and that might annoy some people, but I'd like to think that we read not for the ending, but for the journey that it takes us on. And this story is quite a journey.



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Saturday, July 12, 2014

Review: Four: A Divergent Collection


Four: A Divergent Collection
Four: A Divergent Collection by Veronica Roth

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



So I actually finished this around three something this morning, but I thought I would behave and go to sleep and wait until this morning to write my feelings up. And even after a few hours of sleep, I absolutely loved this book. Just like her previous books, I finished Four in less than two days. It makes me want to read Divergent all over again. Reading so much of their world from Four's point of view makes me crave more of this world. It makes me crave more of the characters and the lives that they have begun to mold for themselves. It reminds me of how much I love the world that Ms. Roth has created. I really think it is a beautiful place, very intricate and always changing. I truly hope she does continue to build in it one day. And even more than that, I truly hope that she continues to write more no matter what world it is in.

As it stands, I highly recommend Four and the entire Divergent world to anyone who has not yet had the opportunity to explore it. It is well worth the read.



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Thursday, July 10, 2014

Exciting News!

As a warning I will be posting this on both Life of a Book Addict and Writing is Life for those of you who meander between both of my blogs.  I have some very exciting news though!  Starting the 21st and possibly for a few days after, I shall be moving!  Not cities or anything big like that.  Just apartments, but I am very excited for it.  It'll be a better living condition, a better neighborhood, more space.  And honestly, it's the little things I'm excited for.


  • Having a in-complex laundry mat.
  • Having a swimming pool (alright, not so little, especially in this drought)
  • Having more than one set of house keys.
  • Having an oven I don't think will short-circuit and burn my living space down.
  • Having a fire alarm that works.
See, the little things boys and girls that make life worth living.  And the fact it is a lot closer to my job, also makes things really awesome.  Speaking of, I have to buy a bike.  Anyone know of any cheap ones that function?  I'm going to be looking around, of course, but i I figure, it never hurts to ask around.  Especially since I've been told that getting a steady ride to work means promotion opportunities.  Exciting and terrifying at the same time!

Review: The Emperor's Soul


The Emperor's Soul
The Emperor's Soul by Brandon Sanderson

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



I have to thank my friend Korey for this one. He not only recommended Brandon Sanderson to me, but also lent me this particular story which I enjoyed very much. I love the way that Sanderson presented the story. It is very rich and involving. I loved learning about the characters and about this world that they're a part of. And now I find, I want to read more. I want to read more of his work and hopefully more of these characters though I'll definitely have to see if that is possible or not. I certainly plan to read and review more of his work in the future. For those lovers of fantasy, I highly recommend this particular short story. It is exciting, thrilling and there is a sense of awe it leaves you with that is hard to ignore. And in the end, you want to keep reading which, I believe, is the best part about it all.



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Friday, July 4, 2014

Oops

I am so terribly sorry boys and girls.  I have not done an update in a little while now.  What?  Two weeks?  I think, I'm not really sure, I lost count so it might have been that long or it might have been less.  Who's to say.  Anyway, I will try not to take up too much of your time.  I was just thinking about how proud of myself I am.  I know, I'm sitting here with an update to toot my own horn.  Shame, shame woman.

But, that's not the point.  I have trouble sticking to things.  Sometimes I forget.  Or I put them off.  Or I get busy.  Whatever the excuse, it's very easy for me to get distracted and simply let things slide.  But in this case, I am proud to say that I have been doing at least one review a week for the past six weeks.  It's progress.  A start.  One that I am very much hoping that I can continue and build on.  Sure, most people probably don't really take the time to look at this or read what I'm writing, but that's okay.

In a way, I'm not doing any of this for you guys.  Which really isn't nice to say, I'm sorry guys, but let's face it, I'm not.  If anyone even reads this blog, they never comment.  I have had one comment since starting it and I'd like to think I have some very solid things I've written and some legitimate questions that I have posed.  But it is okay.  I know not everyone will want to take the time.  I'm thrilled anyone even vitryws my blog.

But it's kind of clear that I'm not doing this for the attention.  I'm doing this for myself.  I'm doing this to focus my mind.  To try and create something.  And I think that I'm managing it very nice.  Let's just hope that I can keep it up.

And so no one can say that I forgot!


Review: The Selection


The Selection
The Selection by Kiera Cass

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



I honestly wasn't sure how I was going to feel about this book. When I first read the back I thought that it was an interesting premise. A mix between an arranged marriage and The Bachelor. And I have to say that I enjoyed myself very much reading it. Though I won't lie and say it was an easy read. Very well written, America comes to life. And with that in mind, she's very much a teenager. There are times I wanted to strangle her. There were times when I was seriously questioning her sanity and reason. And, of course, there were times when I really wished she would just open her eyes and grow up (still waiting on that so we'll see).

But I think that those little flaws in her, are what I like. She's not some perfect little grown up. In some ways she is still a child which is very appropriate for her age. And yet she also has those moments that, as a big sister, I can empathize with. The worry. The command. The simply wanting time alone or with friends who don't mind you being yourself. I've already decided I'm reading the second book as soon as I can get my hands on it. Kiera Cass has certainly brought this world to life.

With an interesting view for a future world, The Selection has this feeling of being both distopic and elegant at the same time. It is not the dark hardships of The Hunger Games or Divergent, but at the same time it is not some sweeping romance like Pride and Prejudice or Austenland. It is somewhere in the middle. Now some might question my choice of comparisons, but I feel that is the best way to describe the rich world that Miss Cass has begun to build. A world that I eagerly hope to return to very soon.



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Saturday, June 28, 2014

Review: Lover Unleashed


Lover Unleashed
Lover Unleashed by J.R. Ward

My rating: 4 of 5 stars



So I'm crying a little inside right now. I started writing a review and somehow clicked out of the box, pressed backspace and lost the whole thing. So, I'm definitely in deep mourning right now. And I'm also trying to remember what all I was saying and what I was thinking. It's a very complicated process.

But enough about that, I am supposed to be talking about the book, not my failings with my mouse pad. Alright, so I love the Black Dagger Brotherhood books. And after a little while of reading things that I do not typically read, I was very glad to get back to something that is within my genre spectrum. (The last book that could have counted before this being The Inventor's Secret by Andrea Cremer also recommended).

So we have this, book number nine of the series and I find that I feel it is very disloyal really to try to review this book without mentioning any of the others. For those of you who have read any part of the series, the story builds on itself in such a way that it becomes almost a requirement to read the other books int he series before you even consider trying to read the later stories.

But, I will try to do just that. As much as I love this book and this series, I found myself a little disappointed. I wanted a little more. Maybe I'm just an action and adventure junkie. There was a little in the book, but it felt a little slower in its pace than some of the others. Mind it had its own surprises and I still love it, but I guess I just wanted a little bit more. even as the book was coming in the last few pages I found myself thinking: Well this can't be right, there has to be more to the story, doesn't there? As I have found, in this book there is not. Which means it is off to book number 10 where there must be more to come. Always more that I shall eagerly read.



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Friday, June 20, 2014

Review: Letting Go


Letting Go
Letting Go by Mary Beth Lee

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



All I have to say is I was so disappointed...when it ended. I wanted to keep reading. Miss Lee very thoroughly brought the cast of characters to life and I wanted to read more about them. I wanted to immerse myself in the lives of Clarissa Dye and the Dillons. Mary Beth builds a world that is real and not overbearing in its Christian themes, something I have found that can be very hard to do. The characters are sincere and very relate-able. And though this review is much shorter than my usual, I truly believe that everyone should give it a chance and hopefully come to love Stearns and its residents as much as I do.



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Suppose Supposing

I admit, I though that I was going to have the review done earlier this week.  Given that said reviewed book was only about 250 pages and I was already a good hundred pages in, I really meant to have it done earlier in the week.  But c'est la vie.  Life has never really decided it wanted to cooperate that much.  That would be more of the wishful thinking aspect of life I believe.  That and I honestly was slacking a little in my reading because I knew that I could so easily finish it.  Oh well, there is really nothing to be done about the matter now and I can very proudly say that I have finished it and the that the review on Raising the Curve is up and ready to read for any of you who might find yourselves to be interested in it.

But my life is more than just reading.  Or it should be, though sometimes I think it would be nice if I could just focus on my reading.  It would be a lot more relaxing I can guarantee you that.  But that isn't what it's supposed to be about.  There are other aspects of my life.  Like my depression.  It isn't something that I like to talk about a lot.  I'm too afraid people will think that I'm trying to get attention because of it or that I'm lying or something else like that.  Whatever the case is, its something that I generally try very hard to hide.

It's probably also the reason I like candy so much.

Now that might seem like a leap in logic to some of you.  But really, there is a logic there.  You see, sweets release endorphins.  They make you happy.  That's why people usually enjoy eating them.  I use that to self-medicate especially when things are getting bad or I'm afraid that they might.  It's really not the best way to go about things, but going to the doctor isn't always an option and I really have this bad habit of not liking to spend money on taking care of myself.  I don't like buying shoes.  I don't like paying for medicine.  It's a really bad pattern, a worse habit.  Of course if my friends were to try and do the same thing I'd probably yell at them and when they realize what I'm doing they get on me.

Turnabout is fair play I suppose.

But that's why I love my friends.  They are there for me and I am there for them.  We've created our own little family of sorts.  We're all a little broken, but its okay because it helps us to understand the others.  We can see past the flaws that trip them up and they can show us that some things are worth living for if things get too dark.  It's a very real kind of therapy and a very real kind of family unit.  Some people say that family is the most important thing and I agree.  But I also think that sometimes we can't only count the family that we are born with.

Families argue.  They bicker.  Sometimes they know each other well enough to not really know each other at all.  When it comes to biological family there are certain expectations and for someone like me, it feels like I have never and will never meet them.  Whether that is true or not is yet to be seen.  When it comes a family unit of friends, however, the expectations become different.  It is not about pleasing everyone else or trying to find a way to see that you matter in their eyes because you already know you do.  When you pick friends for your family...you pick and you choose and in doing so, you show someone just how much they are really worth.

Review: Raising the Curve: A Year Inside One of America's 45,000* Failing Public Schools


Raising the Curve: A Year Inside One of America's 45,000* Failing Public Schools
Raising the Curve: A Year Inside One of America's 45,000* Failing Public Schools by Ron Berler

My rating: 4 of 5 stars



I'm not a bid reader of non-fiction. I don't think I ever really have been, but every now and then there are books that make me consider, well, reconsidering that point of view. This definitely one of those books. Well-written, highly researched, and very honest, Raising the Curve gives us a glimpse into a failing school, Brookside Elementary. But it's more than just a year as the title would have you believe because there is so much more to this school. There is the history of the town to be considered. The view of education that has laid the groundwork for where the school is, and even the groundwork for several of the children's lives who play main roles in this narrative.

But it seems hard to call it just a narrative. Written in a very conversational manner calling it a narrative almost makes me think that I'm trying to tell you about a well-researched piece of fiction when, in fact, that is not the case. This is a real story and, in a way, that makes what is written all the more poignant. Not everything ends happily or even magically. Bad things still happen and people still struggle and don't always come through victorious. I suppose, in a way, that makes the victories that are seen that much sweeter.

The story, in many ways, felt all too brief. I wanted to read more. I wanted to become more immersed in the story and the lives of these children and their teachers. I pray the best for them and wish that there was something I could do to help any school facing such a situation. I suppose, in many ways, that that is exactly what this book is meant to do. And it does it very well. Education is something that should be taken seriously before it becomes too late to reserve any damage which negligence does to it.



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Saturday, June 14, 2014

Review: Cloud Atlas


Cloud Atlas
Cloud Atlas by David Mitchell

My rating: 4 of 5 stars


Spoilers Ahead!
Cloud Atlas is a book that is both pressing and engaging at the same time. What I mean to say is that while there are times that the book becomes hard to read and you feel like you're forcing yourself through every sentence, there is an underlying current which draws you in demanding your attention and holding it in such a way that you cannot even consider looking away.

The book is built around six central characters whose lives are intertwined not in their presents but rather through the marks that they leave in time. Each story draws on some part of the past working it's way from the farthest point back with Adam Ewing to the farthest future of Zachry and finally back to Adam Ewing again. The book can seem daunting and heavy at times with themes of past and future and how we shape the world with our beliefs and prejudices, but, at the same time, it has these stunning lines that make it almost impossible to to ignore no matter your beliefs.

By far, the hardest part for me to read was the sixth narrative and farthest point back in history: Sloosha's Crossin' An' Ev'rythin' After. It wasn't terribly written. It wasn't even boring. Actually it was very interesting. The story builds up a post-apocalyptic world. One which we have created for ourselves in our drive for power and progress. And it all culminates, at least for me, in a line that Zachry hears from a corpse as he finds himself being driven mad while a personification of the devil that they call Old Georgie tries to convince him to kill his companion, a woman named Meronym. "List'n to me, Valleysman, the soosided priest-king spoke, yay, list'n. We Old Uns was sick with Smart an' the Fall was our cure." (pg 279)

Despite the difficulty of the language for that entire difficult passage, that line engaged me. It's insinuations and even its ring of truth. It doesn't even matter to me that it is a figment of Zachry's imagination. Just because that is the case, does not make it any less true. And it makes you wonder if perhaps we should take a step back and wonder where all of our progress is taking us and if it is really worth it in the end.

But, I suppose that is why we also have the view point of Sonmi-451, a fabricant who is manipulated just to make a great show in a world ruled like a business. At the end of her testimonial which she gives before she is to be executed, she points out that she realized she was to die. She knew she was being manipulated. "But if you about this...conspiracy," the archivist asks, "why did you cooperate with it? Why did you allow Hae-Joo Im to get so close to you? Why does any martyr cooperate with judases? Tell me. We see a game beyond the endgame. I refer to my Declarations, Archivist.[...]But to what end? Some...future revolution? It can never succeed. As Seneca warned Nero No matter how many of us you kill, you will never kill your successor." (pg 349)

And in that moment, we see that just because you have to die to get your message across doesn't mean it will be ignored. In fact, it makes it more likely that you will be heard and that people will remember.

Of course there is much more to the story than even this point. Throughout every narrative we find prejudices. Most are racial, blacks against whites. Fabricants against pureborns. Barbarians against the civilized. Old against the young. Rich against poor. During part of Half-Lives: The first Luisa Rey Mystery, there is a scene where Luisa attends a party held by her mother for what could only be called the upper crust of society. The conversation devolves into a demand for a virtual overthrow of government to be replaced by corporations. "'A meritocracy of acumen. A culture that is not ashamed to acknowled that wealth attracts powers...' '...and that the wealthmakers-us-are rewarded. When a man aspires to power. I ask one simple question: "Does he think like a businessman?"'" (pg 403).

Ironically that is exactly what happens by the time of An Orison of Sonmi-451. But all of these are beliefs. Ones that change over time as is said in The Pacific Journal of Adam Ewing. He quotes a man he had once known and was visiting again by the name of Wagstaff who says "It's all rats' nests & rubble now. That's what all beliefs turn to one day. Rats' nests & rubble." (pg 486)

In a story that is both intricate and fascinating, Mitchell builds world upon world and twines them together intricately in a way that they cannot truly be taken apart and yet each stands on its own as a testament to a life lived those lives both happy and tragic. But of all the things in the story, I think that my favorite moment, my favorite part, my favorite line is the very ending as Ewing makes a conscious decision to change his life and the world that he is going to leave for his young son. "'He who would do battle with the many-headed hydra of human nature must pay a world of pain & his family must pay it along with him! & only as you gasp your dying breath shall you understand, your life announced to no more than one drop in a limitless ocean!' Yet what is any ocean but a multitude of drops?" (pg 508-9).

Would it be nice to be able to live that? To be the drop that helps to turn the tide? And wouldn't it be even more wonderful, to be the one to inspire the other drops and watch as the ocean turns, ripples, and shapes the world around it? I'd like to think so.



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Tuesday, June 10, 2014

Doing Without

Another month, another set of paychecks.  I've discovered that when it comes to my job, I do not work full time.  I am perfectly alright with that.  As it is I work about thirty hours a week when all is sad and done with early clock-ins and having to stay over to get this or that done or to cover whoever needs help at the register.  And that works out well for me.  Of course it still leaves me very poor, but I'm used to living as a poor person so that isn't really the matter.

However, it does make things interesting living from paycheck to paycheck.  You see, it presents me with this little problem.  That problem revolves around my phone.  My phone is one that is sans contract which is nice for these months when I somehow manage to forget the phone or simply have to put other things before it.  Of course it also means that I have to make due without my phone for the time being.  I find that to be both highly stressful and strangely liberating at the same time.  There is something utterly relieving about not having to worry about calling so-and-so or texting a person back by a particular time.

Of course it also makes you wonder if something is going to happen in the interim.  Will the world fll apart while people are essentially unable to reach me?  I do wonder this one some level, but that just seems silly.  They can still reach me.  I'm obviously still getting online so there are ways.  But we have this conception with phones that that is the only acceptable way to truly communicate with people.  Now not everyone suffers from this particular belief, but unfortunately I do know people who do and I find it limiting.  Yes, I think it's important to have a phone.  To be able to call and text and communicate in that most direct of manners, but at the same time, it shouldn't be what we depend upon.  We have the ability to write for a reason.

Alright, I just had to get that out.  I was thinking about it yesterday after work since I couldn't actually text anyone to pick me up from work.  I had to wait for someone at the store to get off so I could get a ride home.  Which wasn't bad.  I only had to wait for about two hours so it wasn't so bad.

So! Update for the week!  I am still working on Cloud Atlas.  I am about half way through at this point, but given I have the next two days off I should (hopefully) be able to finish it or the other book that I have started working on Raising the Curve.  Not a bad read so far, I'm still very early on, but it is definitely not my usual kind of read.  It's not often that I read non-fiction, but this one is turning out to be very well-written and gives a very interesting insight that I am enjoying.  I'll keep you updated as much as I can!  And for anyone interested in the writing aspect of my life, I am trying to resurrect my writing blog Writing is Life.  I hope that you all have a wonderful day and I'll see you later this week!

Friday, June 6, 2014

Review: The Inventor's Secret


The Inventor's Secret
The Inventor's Secret by Andrea Cremer

My rating: 5 of 5 stars



I was lucky enough to find this book as an Advanced Reader's Copy at the store where I work this last month. I have never had the chance to read anything by Andrea Cremer before nor have I ever read anything steampunk though the premise itself has always fascinated me. So has alternative history, though that I have at least had the chance to delve into before. Seeing the two aspects combined into one story was simply too much for me to pass up.

Unfortunately, because of how the cover was set up, I had no idea what I was getting myself into all. I had to guide my way was a little teasing blurb that did peek my interest. And so, I proceeded to read, slowly at first, but with an increasing curiosity and fever over the time that passed. I found the be charming and an exciting peak into a world that I am very excited to learn more about. I found the characters to be very real, especially the main character and narrator, Charlotte. While she seems very mature and sure, there are times when, as a person reads, they see that she is still very much a sheltered child.

Having grown up in the catacombs only surrounded by other children, there are times when Charlotte's ignorance of how the world works and how the relations between men and women can be, become very evident while, at other times, she can be seen as nothing less than a bold and daring young woman more than capable of taking care of herself and ready and willing to take charge at a single moment's notice. The other main characters have their own vibrance and secrets. Some that we see and some that we remain utterly ignorant of as Charlotte herself begins to see the world in new ways.

I can say without a doubt that I am very much looking forward to the following books.



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Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Girl's Gotta Do

So I have decided that I want to try and work on writing some book reviews.  As anyone who has read this blog has seen, there is one already up on the very popular book The Fault in our Stars by John Greene that I wrote after I finished reading the book last week.  At the moment, I am slowly (slowly because I keep slacking off and getting distracted) reading Cloud Atlas by David Mitchell as well as an Advanced Reader Copy (that is no longer advanced as the book did come out in April) The Inventor's Secret by Andrea Cremer.  I am hoping to have at least one of them done by the end of the week so that I can write up a review for it.  Regardless of if I do or not, I am hoping to get into the habit of writing at least one post a week with updates as well as any new little tidbits that come to mind.

In this case, I can actually give an update about my own writing.  I am very proud to say that one of my story ideas, an old series actually, has decided to start cooperating with me giving me a project that I can actively work on.  In this case, it's actually series that emerged from the very first year that I was a part of NaNoWriMo.  For those of you unfamiliar with the term, it stands for National Novel Writing Month.  It takes place every year in November.  Through the month, those taking part make a pledge to attempt to write 50,000 words.  It adds up to about 1,667 words a day.  It can be a lot of fun pulling together people from all over the world.  I am very proud to say that I have been taking part in since 2009.  And if I'll be honest, I love telling people about NaNoWriMo.  I talk about it, probably every chance I get.

We all have our passions.

I guess you could definitely say that books are my passion.  It doesn't matter if I am reading them or writing them.  I have loved books from the moment I read Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone all on my own.  It was the proudest moment of my life.  Or, at least, it was certainly one of them.  From that moment on, I could even fancy that I have a touch of an addiction.  That might be considered a bad thing by some people, but my way of figuring is that it is far healthier than something like alcohol or drugs though I've no doubt there are some who would disagree with me in that matter.  I accept that as a simple fact of life and that we should all agree to disagree.  I don't plan to change my opinion and I think it would be rude of me to try to force my opinion on any other person.  Debating them respectfully is another matter entirely however.  That kind of thing, now that is fun.

But for now, I think I have babbled quite enough for the night.  For now, I shall bid you all adieu and I hope to have a book review for you all by the end of the week.  Until then, I wish you all very well!

Monday, May 26, 2014

Review of The Fault in Our Stars

Possible Spoilers:

I heard a lot about this book and originally I refused to read it.  I wanted nothing to do with it because I did not want to read a book that would make me cry and from everything that I had heard about it, I believed that it would do just that.  I can say, now that I have read the book that I did not cry.  I had moments where I might have felt the urge to tear up, but nothing that I read pushed me over the edge.

Yet, given how much I have been told people love this book and all the hype and emotion attributed to it, I find that I do not feel the same way int he least.  I'll admit that there were parts that moved me.  Lines that made me feel something stir inside me either through sheer brilliance or through sentimentality.  But, overall, I was extremely underwhelmed by the whole book.

"Right, of course. But you keep the promise anyway.  That's what love is. Love is keeping the promise anyway. Don't you believe in true love?" (pg 61)

When I read that quote for the first time, I had to read it again to my roommate simply because to me it was that brilliant, I felt in that moment that I might be able to fall in love with the book.  I felt like, in that moment, it might be worth it to travel through the pain and the suffering.  And maybe if it had been Isaac telling the story, I might have been able to.  But it was Hazel.  And I have nothing against her.  She had moments of utter brilliance.  Moments when she is so inherently human that I can't help but want to meet her and listen and smile as she talks with Augustus Waters and Isaac and her parents or any other person.  Of course she also has moments where she is a normal teenage girl and I want to strangle her so really it depends on the scene.

And yet as I read on, I found the book lacking.  There was something about it that I still can't quite put my finger on.  Some might blame it on a lack of fantasy or adventure which, I will grant, is what I usually read, but I'd like to think that I have more pride than that.  No, it's more than that.  In this slice of life, these moments of tragic time that are shared, I simply felt something lacking.  I wish I could explain it, but I can't.  And for a moment, towards the end I was going to rate the book far lower than I have.  But during those last three pages, for a moment, John Green gave me something that made me give him a little credit.

"Okay, maybe I'm not such a shitty writer. But I can't pull my ideas together, Van Houten. My thoughts are stars I can't fathom into constellations." (pg 311)

But as much as those two lines, those sweet moments as well as any others I could find and name for you in the novel gave me hope, I still feel that, in a way, John Green is kind of like my own Van Houten.  Not in that he is some drunk who I can't get a straight answer out of.  Not in the least.  But rather, I feel like there was so much more here and that I missed something.  That there was something missing that should have been there that could have made this book great.  Or perhaps, I simply fail to see what so many others love so much about this book.